Quiet Christmas

I think it's just me but the Christmas spirit feels thinner. The street lights still lights up, people still decorating their homes or shops, and traditions are still performed but they feel automated, you know what I'm saying. 

Maybe it's just age talking or how pessimistic I've become however it's not of those. I tried to separate my emotions to evaluate the holidays every year but I can't help it, Christmas feels...muted. Even gatherings feels quite.

I admit I do long for those days where the world was still vibrant, colorful, noisy, and people were still excited that it's contagious. Now, it kind of feels like a performance and more like a mirror. A reflection of the past but soulless.

Well, I hope you enjoyed my little spiel, my dear readers. Wherever you are happy holidays!